I'm physically sick, seriously, maybe from stress and I feel depressed most of the time. I reckon it's because I've been living alone for so long. I hope next year I could move and rent a room in a girl pub dorm or something. I just need to see peoples on my daily basis! lulz...
About beauty post, I'm afraid I'm still not in a condition where I'm able to make one. *eventhough I have a looooooooong list of make-up I'd love to review* *cries* *cries* Well... to be honest I have this skin problem, idk what I'm going to see a doctor soon. I've been so lazy to do a checkup. It's on my face areas, and has been buggin me a lot for a month or two... I don't even dare to go out with my face like this. Okay it's not THAT scary. but some areas on my face has a pinky patch. And sure I won't be able to photograph myself with these things on my fez. Weird thing is. I've stopped wearing make-up for quite a long time and why's the rash? no idea lulz. I stopped using face make-up (foundie, base, and stuff) from late 2014. Though I'd still be wearing eye make-up when I go out til early 2015. But when I got the rash I totally stopped everything except mild skincare.
I just haaaaafta get well soon and back to blogger omgosh, hahahah.... I don't want to feel depressed anymore because of things that go around me. *pray... pray*
So yeah, as for now and maybe few months ahead. Just like I said, I might not be able to write any beauty-related post. As for a few sponsorship items that I've long received, I wouldn't be able to make a review as well. I feel terrible now but I've never had any intention to scam the company. Here's the pic:
Sorry purito I still can't try you out nor make any review >.<
Anyhow. I really should try my best to cope up with my current situation. Stress has taken its toll on me I don't let it get to you okaaay?! :D Stress is bad! Bad.. bad... bad boi!
As for now, to reduce my stress, here's my plan: I'd play a game, a MMORPG, where I could meet ppl *virtually* on a daily basis. That game is RAGNAROK. It's a Korean online game but I play North America server. If you are into game you can also reach me here ^-^ I'm a social player. I've been thinking of making a comic sprite based on this game too, but I don't have the storyline yet. haha...
Here's an avatar I made, I love doing pixel art. This is a quick one.
I think that would be all for now. I wonder if I should just temporarily turn my blog to a random blog for a time being. I might write a quick post, maybe about food I'd love to try, art, games, or makeup inspirations or yea it might just be about anything. If I really write a post like that please don't hate me ^^ because I'm actually miss my blog so much and youuu too. But I was too afraid to even open my blog. I know I'd be sad because making usual post isn't doable :( That's it.
So yeah, I'll take my leave now, see you again soon :)